Off the beaten track

Something I think it's super ultra mega true.



"But darling,
     I do not think you are in love with him.
Maybe,
     you're in love with the attention he gives you;
maybe,
     you're in love with what he thinks and what he'd do for you;
and maybe,
     you're a little bit too lonely too see the difference."



How do I see the difference?




Ciao.

Tiny moves that warms my heart

Hellos.


I do not know how to start this; but yeah, tiny moves that warms my heart.

There are still many kind people around the world; and so here I am, trying to type out this entry.

Yesterday after school, my car was blocked in between a car and a huge bus and I couldn't get out from there. I kept reversing bit by bit, and there came an Indian with motorbike (a student), he helped me. And a few others came by and helped too. I reversed and forwarded for numerous times but he still has the patience and helped me until my car get out from there completely.

Another day, my car was surrounded by motors and Indians, and a few of my classmates came help me and asked them to give space; without me asking them, they just came to me and helped me. How sweet is that?

There was also once in the morning, there wasn't any place for me to park my car, my friend who just reached earlier than me a little reversed his car more so that I will have space to park. Still the place was kinda small and my car have to squeeze in between but I don't know how to side parking. He came down from his car and helped me aww heh.

There was once my parents were asleep and I do not have transport to go home. One of my friend purposely came out from his house in the middle of the night just to fetch me home; what a good friend I have.

Alright alright, forget about cars..

Whether you know or not; yep I went to a trip with my Ohana a week ago, and a few of them took turns to help me carry my luggage. How kind is that? Not to forget that my luggage is heavy. Thanks buddies! I'm touched :> . Birthday surprises and celebrations, presents, souvenirs, wishes. All these really warms my heart. Besides, those who treated me food, invitations to parties, those who accompanied me whenever I'm lonely, giving me advises, motivations, compliments, still staying by my side even when I'm such a quiet and boring person, those who make me feel important, lend a helping hand whenever I needed help, and even those who pulled me away whenever I'm blocking the road, help me tidy up my hair or maybe help me remove the dirt on my hair, offered to share an umbrella when it's raining and many many more; yep all these kind and generous acts really warms my heart. Not to forget those who offered me a ride whenever I don't have transport. I'm really grateful to have met so many kind people in my life. And to see how the bonds between Ohana and other friendship (such as school friends, etc.) grows, yup I'm grateful and touched.




Oh well, that's all for now! :)

Treasure

Important people.

These are people I would really love to spend my time with for the rest of my life.

My Ohana.

"Ohana" means "family." and "Family" means "no one gets left behind, or forgotten."

Nothing can express how much I love them. How grateful I am. I'm just really thankful to have them in my life, because without them, I wouldn't be like who I am today. Thank you for everything.

At times I really wonder, how did we even got close to each other? Haha. Though, I'm feeling blessed to have you guys in my life and get to know all of you. And once again, I would really love to spend my entire life with these people.

Hopefully our friendship will never end, and will last until we are all old. Because when we are old, I would really love to have a vacation with you all, or maybe we will spend time together, drinking coffee and talk about anything.

Once an Ohana, always an Ohana.

; we said. :)





That's all for now, bye! :)

That one look

hellos.


First impression.

Okay, if you're interested; aha I've been asking my school friends what were their first impression towards me. Heeeehs. (shy)

One of the guy said: "Quiet, shy." as expected. What else should I expect. I was sitting at the most corner in class, alone. Ok that was last year, first impression. I wanted to know something different rather than shy and stuffs like that :(
Another guy said: "Keep smiling."
"Cute."
And one of the girl said: "You look like a weak person." Whaaaaaaaaaat. Why weak? Ok this is interesting hah. She said it was just a plain feeling that made her think that way. Okay :( 
My friend's mom said I'm quiet and soft but when I talk, I amaze people. (一鸣惊人) I don't know in which way but haha what.

I care too much about what people thinks about me and I live as if to please people. Always afraid that people might dislike me, hate me.

Some people, when you first saw them, they shine. Although they did not do anything but they just shine literally as if they have aura and us having the urge to be friends with them. The main characters, I call them; and of course there are supporting roles. I wonder if I have ever played the main character in someone's life. Silly me with my wonderings again.

I want to spend less time talking about myself, and more time listening to what other people have to say about me.




Okay, that's all for now bye.