The lion's pride

what's up!


I found a guy who is super similar to me, I don't know in which way; and yep I got super excited ehehehe. Not that I didn't know him earlier. We've been bros for years fyi; a super noob and a guy with much sense of humour.

Hi brah/

The leos.

We're stronger than you think.

We care about pride too much I suppose. You don't start the conversation, I don't start; fair enough? Idk about him though haha.
It's good and bad at the same time. I care about face too much until sometimes I couldn't even; or maybe just feel like slapping myself in the face. Though, I'm trying to change haha, slowly.

We don't really like texting and phone calls. We prefer to have our own private time. I mean, yea we can chat and stuffs, but not for too long preaseee.

I came across with one of my school friend, his girlfriend is like a control freak. She don't allow her boyfriend to go out with his friends? She only allow him to go out when she's around. What? Why? I don't understand. He's not your freaking dog. Sigh I'm speechless. Not my business after all.

What's the point of me writing this lol. I just feel like it. Ignore me.

It's time for me to put down my face and pride, for the better.




Signing out, bye!

If I were a boy

whaaaadup.


If I were a boy.

At times I really wonder how is it to be a guy. I wish I could be one.
(for a day)

Hah joking.

Idk.

Reasons.
They are so easygoing and can just mix around with people. For example, during basketball, even when their friends weren't there, they could just mix around and play together which I think it's pretty tough for females to do that hah. Another example, after going to the camp held for the entire form 6 students, all the males seemed to get closer and everyone of them from different classes mixed with each other during recess unlike the females. We still went different ways and mix with our only tiny gang.

Besides, no period, haha. No dramas, two-faced bitch, lesser gossips and backstabbing. (Although it's quite fun to gossip HAHAHAH ok.) They seemed to be able to have fun more than the girls. They have more sense of humor, saying all sorts of sohai things.

And when they have interest in a girl, they can just like go talk to her, pursue her and stuffs. But for girls try to pick up guy they like seems tough and thick-face, though it's a whole new era now hahaha. Well, to me. Or they might face probability to be called a slut or maybe cheap.

Last but not least, I can get to know what guys are really thinking, hehe.

Well of course being a girl is fun too haha. Yeah, and I enjoy being one.




That's all for now, bye.

přítel

hello.


I want a guy best friend.

The one I could trust completely and can talk about anything anytime anywhere.

Give me advice, and more advice.

We could go crazy and silly together. Buy me food when I'm hungry. He'd hug me whenever I'm feeling down and depressed. Pats my head. Make me laugh.

No feelings for each other, just like a big brother taking care of me.

And I think it's quite impossible for it to be true; because everyone judge. And I'm afraid of being judge. The society is cruel.

Though, life is still fun because I still have them: smsy, gosc & Ohana.

HEHEHEHEHEHE.




Kay bye.

Expectations

hi.


I expect too much; way too much.

Expect too much from myself, expect too much from people.

Expect miracles to happen.

And in the end, too much expectation leads to disappointment.

They said, expect the unexpected but.. Jump out of the box to achieve success, urm..

The more that we expect from others, the more we are opening ourselves to being disappointed.




That'll all for now, bye.

Withdrawn

hellos.


If you know me well, you'll know I'm a quiet person.

I mean, not THAT type of quiet, but quiet as in I'm bad at finding topics to talk therefore I remain quiet. But if you find a topic to talk to me or maybe sometimes when I'm with a group of friends, I don't think I'm quiet. I can be talkative at times (don't compare with those pro talkatives pls) . Well, I don't know haha at least that's what I feel. Tell me if I'm wrong.

Okay so.. I'm really bad at finding topics therefore I'm really afraid to hangout with the person alone, as in like both of us. I prefer hanging out in groups, where awkward moments will never happen. To be honest, I used to be afraid to hangout with my best-est friend alone too hehe. Used to. But I think it's different now as you know I'm trying hard to improve myself as being the 'old me' will not work things out. Just go with the flow.

But sometimes even for now, I still feel uneasy to hangout with a person alone, because I'm afraid I might bore you. Although I was quiet whenever I'm beside you, there were many things running through my head trying to find topics but I failed badly all the time which sound retarded. And after you think I'm a boring and quiet person, you won't want to hangout with me anymore; sad. Sigh :(

In the end of the day, I'll just pretend to check my phone, play games, look around, or sometimes I laugh randomly. What a noob.




Well that's all hah bye.