Thursday, May 29, 2014

Pair of yours

what's up.


Nowadays no matter where you go, you see pairs everywhere. Turn your head 360 degrees when you're walking along the streets. Couples, couples everywhere. Even primary school students have couple. World is changing..?

My Ohana group, 4 girls and 3 of them already have a boyfriend. Here I am, alone haha;
My school friends, 3 of us (I only include the closer ones). Though my class have only 5 girls. One of them just found a boyfriend not long ago, another one will soon-to-be taken. Here I am alone again;
Well, maybe It's time for me unwind and enjoy while I could.

Things I'm about to say is not directed to anyone personally, and I don't mean to offend anyone; but
I really can't stand couples who PDA-'Public Display of Affection', get a room please. Of course you can do that, but not when you're with a bunch of friends. Couples who abandon their friends. Like wtf? Even worse. Get a life. Ugh, I really couldn't stand it and get freaking pissed all the time.
Please take note that I'm not being jealous but just.. ugh.

How to be a good girlfriend? I don't know how. I can say that I'm not a good girlfriend. So.... idk haha. My ex-boyfriend used to tolerate me a lot, and I'm very thankful for that. I told my parents about my past relationship, they did not kill me, unexpectedly. I don't have to hide anymore next time! hehe, I'm a happy kid.

Kinda enjoy life right now. Not in the urge to find a boyfriend, because I believe when it's meant to be, it will be and it will find it's way. I'm still young, long way to go!




That's all for now, bye!

Wednesday, May 28, 2014

Transmuted.

hello!


Since young I've always wanted to have super powers. Isn't it cooooooool?

Reasons for me blogging about this: pretty much related to the recent movie/drama I watched. X-Men and My Love From the Star. I'm pretty sure many of you knows about it hah.

If I could read minds, ugh. I wouldn't be having so much doubts right now. People are hard to understand, too hard, too complicated. At first they treat you super good and the next second, they treat you coldly or maybe even worse, like a stanger. I really hate this. At least an explaination? I don't even know what happened.

Sometimes I wonder, Is it because I cared too much and ended up hurting myself? People don't even care, why should I? It seems like I'm super desperate and stuffs. And it makes me feel dumb. But I just couldn't help myself. Ridiculous isn't it.
Ahh, whatever.

The ability to read minds, or be anyone I want like Mystique, or the guy who can teleport real fast, turn back/stop the time, control magnet etc, just.. I can't haha, too cool to be true.

Mommy say I dream too much. I should be more realistic; but if I really have the chance to become a mutant.. heheh you know what I'm thinking ;)



That's all for now, bye!

Tuesday, May 27, 2014

The hidden piece.

Hello, I'm back again haha;
but I won't be back for too long. As you know I'm taking form 6, just done with my second sem. And I'm having a so called "sem break" now or school holidays to be exact hah (I'm still a student :b) . I'll prolly disappear again after 2 weeks. I blog because I'm bored.

Idk if anyone would still read my blog but.. I'll blog as much as I can within this two weeks ^^

Ok I'll stop with all the nonsense and get started with what I wanted to blog.


Secrets. Everyone has.

Went overnight at my friend's house, 3 girls. We have secrets hiding between one another. When one is not there, we'd talk about something she don't & shouldn't know, and when I weren't there, obviously they talk about something I don't know too.

Went to jj bukit tinggi the next day, which is today. Most of them went to watch movie: X-Men. A few of us watched before and so we went to eat breakfast together while waiting for their movie to end. The 4 of us (2 guys & 2 girls), talked about so many things. Went to bought fruits after that as we were going to visit our Chemistry teacher whose just came back from operation.

This was when a guy said something. How should I express this hmm.. Ok eventually I just found out something. And the girl was like hinting him not to say anymore. Well, I said something because she told him my secret; she felt hurt & super sorry and told me everything lololl (at least that's what she said).

I found out I were the only one who didn't know THAT. Being the last to know things just feels like crap. I felt like a stupid retard. Hm, what should I say..
It sucks.

Sorry I just don't know how to express these in words.

We promised not to have secrets in between anymore. And we just spill out everything. Isn't it good. It feels great.


Went Justin's house and he baked chocolate lava cake & don't know what apple caramel for us. Super tasty masisseosseoyo 맛있었어요! 


Plating.


2 desserts.







That's all for now, bye.