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hellos.


If you know me well, you'll know I'm a quiet person.

I mean, not THAT type of quiet, but quiet as in I'm bad at finding topics to talk therefore I remain quiet. But if you find a topic to talk to me or maybe sometimes when I'm with a group of friends, I don't think I'm quiet. I can be talkative at times (don't compare with those pro talkatives pls) . Well, I don't know haha at least that's what I feel. Tell me if I'm wrong.

Okay so.. I'm really bad at finding topics therefore I'm really afraid to hangout with the person alone, as in like both of us. I prefer hanging out in groups, where awkward moments will never happen. To be honest, I used to be afraid to hangout with my best-est friend alone too hehe. Used to. But I think it's different now as you know I'm trying hard to improve myself as being the 'old me' will not work things out. Just go with the flow.

But sometimes even for now, I still feel uneasy to hangout with a person alone, because I'm afraid I might bore you. Although I was quiet whenever I'm beside you, there were many things running through my head trying to find topics but I failed badly all the time which sound retarded. And after you think I'm a boring and quiet person, you won't want to hangout with me anymore; sad. Sigh :(

In the end of the day, I'll just pretend to check my phone, play games, look around, or sometimes I laugh randomly. What a noob.




Well that's all hah bye.