If you followed my Twitter, yes I said there's three ice waiting for me to break. Indeed. I have to be brave, I need to. I just don't like being like this. I should stop running away from problems (trying to). Yes I can bare with it for the rest of my life but I don't want to. We only live once, I chose to face it.
The first one, we started talking to each other, good sign!
Second one, I tried to initiate conversations for a few times which I won't usually do so, but I get such cold response that I don't even know how to reply. And since that's what I get, at least no regrets, I did what I had to.
The third one, still waiting.
Well actually there are plenty of chances for me to break the ice but meh, you know me. I let the chances flew away one by one. Quietly; silently, because I'm shy and lack of confidence. And then my stupid moves made me regret all the time.
"My walls went up, as my confidence went down."
K, bye.
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