That one look

hellos.


First impression.

Okay, if you're interested; aha I've been asking my school friends what were their first impression towards me. Heeeehs. (shy)

One of the guy said: "Quiet, shy." as expected. What else should I expect. I was sitting at the most corner in class, alone. Ok that was last year, first impression. I wanted to know something different rather than shy and stuffs like that :(
Another guy said: "Keep smiling."
"Cute."
And one of the girl said: "You look like a weak person." Whaaaaaaaaaat. Why weak? Ok this is interesting hah. She said it was just a plain feeling that made her think that way. Okay :( 
My friend's mom said I'm quiet and soft but when I talk, I amaze people. (一鸣惊人) I don't know in which way but haha what.

I care too much about what people thinks about me and I live as if to please people. Always afraid that people might dislike me, hate me.

Some people, when you first saw them, they shine. Although they did not do anything but they just shine literally as if they have aura and us having the urge to be friends with them. The main characters, I call them; and of course there are supporting roles. I wonder if I have ever played the main character in someone's life. Silly me with my wonderings again.

I want to spend less time talking about myself, and more time listening to what other people have to say about me.




Okay, that's all for now bye.