Decision-making

what's up hah.


What if I made a wrong decision? Something which have been bothering me for years.

Ok I'm really bad at making decisions, if you ever realised. Afraid of making the wrong decision, taking the first step on deciding is always tough. Either the correct one, or the wrong one. Sacrifices. Well, this sucks.

You need examples? Plenty.

I can't even decide whether to go to school or not. What a vexed girl I am. I'll go around asking people, and after they gave me an answer, I'll hesitate; should I, should I not.

I can't even decide on buying things I like.
Example one: "Mummy can I buy this?" "Buy la." Then I'll be like "Really? Should I buy this?" or even worse;
Example two: "Mummy can I buy this?" "Cannot." "Mummy please I want leh." "Aiyo buy la buy la." "Huh, really meh.. Really can buy?" "Yes." "Really ah.. Don't want lah." Haha, wth right?

Even when choosing food, I'll take the longest time to choose. Kept flipping the menu wondering what should I eat.

When asking my sister if the picture look good; "You see this one nice or not." "Nice." "Really?" Yes." "Really ah.. Nice meh?" "Aiyo not nice lah." "Really not nice? Just now you said nice?" Until my sister got super annoyed. Haha, forgive me.

This is why if you noticed, I always say: "I don't know." or maybe sometimes when you want me to decide something and I said: "Anything." / "Up to you." , please. I really mean it. Don't reply me with: "You choose." / "It's time for you to choose." It's really hard for me, it will never end.




That's all for now, bye!